The Suicide Mom, The Devil  & More Free Will

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AMANDA: I read the letters between Roy Casanova and yourself and would like to make the following comments:

 
 
Bruce (from dialogue with Roy Casanova):  It's interesting that the girl [who committed suicide] was wearing a crucifix around her neck and there was a Bible on the floor beside her. I can't say whether or not she had been reading it prior to shooting herself, but there it was all the same. She also left behind a 4-year-old boy. Tragic. Where was Jesus for her? Yes, of course, this is all just part of "God's master plan"; a "higher good" that we simple-minded humans just cannot fathom, right?
 
AMANDA: The girl that committed suicide didn't kill herself because it was part of "God's master plan" or a "higher good", she killed herself because it was her free will to do so.  For some reason she felt that life just wasn't worth living and the devil played on that. 
 
BRUCE:  I see.  So your father "praying" over you, in Jesus' name, (per your previous email) was good enough to elicit an immediate response from Jesus to "cure you of the symptoms of Hepatitis A," but this young lady's pleas for help apparently were not enough for Jesus to "step in" and protect her against that opportunistic devil that caused her to kill herself and leave a 4-year-old without his mommy?  If God cannot or will not intercede in the crises of humans (even when they are begging for him to do so), then what good is He?  I guarantee you that had I been in that room with her I would have intervened to prevent this tragedy; by physical force if necessary!  I would have further seen to it that she received professional help!  Of course, I had no way of knowing this was going to happen in advance.  But Jesus did, right Amanda?
 
Your god, if he is the all-knowing, all-powerful, all-loving God of the universe you proclaim him to be, would have had to have known about this young lady's suicide even before she ever began to contemplate such a self-induced end, would he not?  This is a huge problem, Amanda, because that means your god is directly responsible for this girl's actions!  The very idea of "free will" is incompatable with the idea of an omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent deity.  You clearly have not thought this through.
 
As for the "Devil," no such being exists outside the fertile imaginations of humans who attempt to avoid responsibility for their own actions.  It's always easier to blame others for our own misgivings, and what better receptacle than an invisible boogey man that no one has ever seen.  "The Devil made me do it!"  Yeah, right! The Devil is just the ugly side of yourself that you cannot stand to face in the mirror, Amanda!  For the ancient Hebrews, this took the form of a goat, the 'scapegoat' Azazel (see Leviticus 16), in which all of the peoples' "sins" were presumed to be imbedded into it, after which it was literally "sent away" into the wilderness.  And based on many of the comments you make in this email, Amanda, I can see that you keep your 'scapegoat' very busy! 
 
Moreover, there was no "Devil-god" for the pre-exilic Hebrews that opposed the will of Yahweh.  The very idea of such a thing would have been blasphemous to them, since nothing could oppose YHWH.  The satan is a title, not a proper name.  It was a position in Yahweh's divine counsel, like a prosecutor, and he acted in accordance with, not against, the will of YHWH. 
 
AMANDA: Don't blame God for her decisions. 
 
BRUCE:  Who says I "blame God," Amanda?  To blame the god(s) of the Bible would make about as much sense as blaming Zeus, or Ra, or Vishnu, or Allah.  Just as I explained to Mr. Casanova, it is not my belief, but your belief in Jesus that I am applying toward the event--in this case the young woman who committed suicide, and leaving behind a 4-year-old boy without his mommy! 
 
It is you who proclaims your god to be the supreme God of the universe (to the exclusion of every other "supreme God of the universe") who created all, knows our every thought before it happens, hears our prayers, and is always there when we need him.  So, calling your belief into question, Amanda, where was your God for this Christian woman at the moment when she needed him most?  The evidence suggests that she was certainly "calling out" to him, praying for help, so how could he just stand by and "allow" it to happen? 
 
It gets worse, Amanda!  Has it occurred to you that your God would have had to have known in advance, at the beginning of time in fact, that this woman would have used her "free will" to kill herself, thereby negating her journey into the heavenly realm? (note that suicide has been considered a one-way ticket to hell since the 4th century, when Augustine declared it an act of "self-murder").  If your god knew this was going to happen, and he knew that the "soul" he had inserted into this woman would never be returning to heaven, but would instead suffer and burn in hell "for all eternity" (merciful?), then why create her at all?  If "souls" are such a treasured possession of your god, then why not just not create her, and keep that "soul" up in heaven where it could remain safe, warm and happy?  Or why not insert that soul into another person that he knew would use their "free will" to kiss up to him?
 
This is so silly . . . 
 
AMANDA: Must all Christians in the world blame God because you decided to become an atheist?  No, of course not - it's your choice;  we mustn't blame God because you know EXACTLY what you are doing, and so did she.  Jesus was right with her when she died, but He won't force Himself on anyone, it has to be our decision to accept Him.
 
BRUCE:  Excuse me, but this woman WAS A CHRISTIAN, Amanda!  So, if Jesus was "right there with her when she died," then why didn't he do something to "inspire" her not to splatter her brains all over the bedroom wall?   Are you suggesting that she wasn't a "true Christian" (TM); perhaps deceived all those years while growing up in a Catholic family, and therefore her pleas for help were rejected?  If only Jesus had sent you, Amanda, to inform her of the "error of her ways" (as you apparently intend to do here for me), then maybe she would be alive today, right?  
 
Moreover, the Bible is full of tales where "God" not only "forces Himself" on people, but gives an ultimatum: "You will follow my laws, or else . . ."  And given the staggering degree to which he acted upon the "or else" part, he seems to have taken some pleasure in it, just as he always took "pleasure" at the odor of sacrifices being "burnt at the altar." (Gen. 8:21; Ex. 29:18; Lev. 1:9)
 
 
 
Bruce Monson
www.freethoughtfirefighters.org
Adherence to Life BEFORE Death